A Psalm of Benjamin

I am really struggling right now
I say I trust God, but my faith is low
I believe God cares about the little things
But I'm having a hard time seeing it

Does He care that my heart aches within me?
Does He care that my life feels like a window being shattered by a ball?
Can He handle my questions?
Can He handle my doubts?

He promises to never leave me nor forsake me
But I feel forsaken right now

I trust in His Word
I trust His character
He who aligned the solar system
Will align the fragments of my fragile broken heart
He who provides for the birds of the air and beasts of the field
Will provide for His adopted son
Because of His unfailing love for me
The one who told me He would never forsake me
Will stay true to His Word

I will hold on to that
Even though I feel I am holding on by my fingertips
I will still hold on